
29 Haz I Changed My Birthday By the Way

I changed my birthday last week.
Just to celebrate.
I chose a softer day.
I forgot to tell you.
Rain taps on the window.
I drink my second cup of tea.
I eat a small sandwich.
I think about life.
Not in grand, broken ways.
But like this:
tea, coffee,
two cats,
a warm shower,
a book I love on the table.
The chairs are closer now.
I’ve moved a few things.
A green blanket.
People don’t even move the sofa.
But anything can change —
your job,
your haircut,
your birthday.
It wasn’t a political gesture.
I didn’t post it.
I didn’t hashtag it.
I just woke up
and changed my birthday.
I once mocked
Frida bags
and Van Gogh tea towels.
Now I’m eating breakfast
on a Monet tablecloth.
I don’t feel guilty.
I changed the blanket.
I changed my guilt.
I changed my birthday.
And I really
forgot to tell you.