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Sisyphus

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A poem by Merve Writes

Not every birth is happy.
Not every death is painful.
You gave me nothing.
Not a word,
not a rope,
not a god.
You left me with air and silence,
and that is how I learnt
to make fire.

Even stones remember pressure.
Each morning, I carried the stone
like Sisyphus — 
bearing a weight no one noticed.

I ask myself:
Would you become her again?
Or is it that I remember myself?

I admire her struggle.
But I deleted her life.
Like in The Matrix,
I chose another world.

So I shall say it,
without irony:
Thank you
for giving me nothing.
Not giving
was the exact gift.